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My amount of frustration right now is unfuckingbelievable. I just, can’t even comprehend how we were PERFECTLY fine this weekend and then all of a sudden your ex comes back into the picture and I am dropped like a bomb. LIKE WHAT THE FUCK. Is the bitch that crazy that you can’t have any friends? And how is is that we have been friends for waaayyyyyy longer than you and her have even known each other and it’s like I’m nothing to you anymore. I’m fucking done.

So prom is tomorrow. Its not like i have anything to worry about though since i am going with my gay bestfriend. I love him to death! But, also i don’t have to deal with thinking about what it going to happen at the end of the night. It so hard to comprehend how many people loose their virginity on prom night because it is so “special”. Yeah, it is fun too look all pretty and stuff but if that is the only night that your boyfriend makes you feel special you might need to rethink things. Anyway, next topic. I have this friend. She is really nice and sweet bu sometimes she can be really ditzy and well….a whore. She is talking to this guy, right? and all she says is how he treats her like a gentlemen. But, today a friend of his told her all he wanted was a BJ and she would not believe it(mind you all he talks about is taking showers together) and even when he asked her to give him one(jokingly, i think) she still thinks he is a gentlemen. I just do not understand that. The guy only want one thing from her but she is too blind to realize it. Ughhhhhh, i swear me and my bestfriend are the only rational people in the entire school. people annoy me.

There is only one thing that i can do that will get my mind off of anything. Pole-valuting. When i step on to the runway it is just me, my pole, and the pit. Pole-caulting is my release and i wish i could do it 24 hours a day and 7 days a week.